[Edit: This post was written at 1am on wednesday morning]I really don't think any form of words would be capable of expressing exactly what i'm feeling right now. You know that dish rojak, which is a mixture of many many things? The one when sometimes, you don't even know what you're eating? Yeah, I could say that I'm feeling somewhat like that now.
On a night where everything seems so serene, as I stare out into the tranquil night and contemplate, here I am. Maybe it's just because the EOY period was too hectic, that it didn't even allow time for me to think. And so, in the aftermath of everything right now, i'm just left with both this huge emotional baggage and uplifting at the same time. Here I am, trying my very best to voice out my feeling, although a part of me tells me that it would be for the better if they were kept inside.
& I abruptly end my post here, totally not doing justice to whatever is in my heart right now.
