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Thursday 27 September 2007

; 23:04

This is junyong and clinton (covering himself with the book) trying to study.

i finally have time to blog after like 93375 million msn convos. haha >.<

thankfully today was a productive studying day for me (: after a really tiring full day of DMP modules and the random stuff i needed to complete after school, i went to j8 macs to find shoij, junyong and clinton to study! and surprise, surprise, i finished the last part of measurements and the topic of light. all in like close to one half hours? haha something like that. happy me. and the climate and weather is super super good today (: it's like nice and breezy.

oh, and i just found out we might have to perform our "Deader than Fiction" parody in front of like so many random people at the annual GE literature seminar or something like that. and on the potential RAnight as well. wow, this is seriously so freaky. i mean i like doing drama and all but it's still freaky! haha. i still remember how the MOV productions were put up last year. and everyone laughed at matthew wearing a skirt. and now we might have to perform. haha it's fate again. but the seminar on a whole sounds really fun as well with all the concurrent sessions and all. haha XD

and and and, the overseas immersion programme details are confirmed. i'll be going to vietnam during the holidays. it's for some social project so i don't know what we are gonna do. build houses? fix drains? build bridges? haha probably not. i don't know yet. but the prospect of all this is just so fun. yay! overseas trips (:

do you know what my heart desires? i hope you do.

Wednesday 26 September 2007

; 01:40

wow. this is our school's auditorium in black and white.

woohoo! it's like close to 2am on wednesday morning now. just got through all the weird stuff i needed to get through and i'm so so tired now. really. all these things today were really tiring and all. but it's needed, so no complaints (: haha good thing my first and only module tmr is at 11am so i can sleep in lots. me is gonna sleep soon so that i get enough sleep to grow taller >.<

tmr is another long long day for me cuz i gotta finish up all the stuff about RIPB elections and stuff. compile all the candidates info and stuff. for those who wanna know, voting for your new prefect nominees will be next tuesday during assembly period. so be prepared. cast an informed choice and vote. (oops, i sounds like the government) lol. but its true. haha.ok busy busy busy!

hmm, i got tagged to do the many many questions then pass to 10 people quiz. but, my mind totally can't think now cuz of the tired state it's in. hopefully, i'll do it by tmr okay? yay.

i'm still confused. it's complicated, really. but haha promised jessica i would cheer up and not sound so sad. so yeah! haha no more emo (: i should sound happyhappy more often. haha (:

okies, i can't stand it already. too tired. byes.

Saturday 22 September 2007

; 00:30

haha. this is what i drew on my arm when i was bored during some lesson this week ><

well, another week just passed so quickly. it's a blink of an eye and 5 days go by. i really need to continue mugging for EOYs. i don't wanna die in physics, chem and math. really. you know something, i can't rmb much about my week. most days were spent in school then lunch and mugging at bishan/school library. yeah. been quite distracted though with so many things this week that i didn't really get to study much. oh well. and you know what, the funniest thing happened to zongyi when him, me and shanzhi were in royal sporting house on thursday. he asked if they sold shoelaces in green i think ( he needed to buy them for his sneakers ) and the people at the store gave him ____________________. haha XD it's really really funny but he said i couldn't sat. awww.

anw, today was a nice day. (mostly). could sleep in cuz my first module was only at 930. went through the journalism module and then proceeded to play soccer with my class (: soccer so rocks. but thenthenthen, i got this rather deep wound below my knee as a result of sliding to cover the ball. argh, its painful okay. and it' not funny. sigh, i always end up with thingys like that. still played on in the end for about 1 plus hour. then i had to go home to get ready to go for medical appointment at 350 @ KK. was home at round 5 and then at 6 plus i received this werid phone call. the person said he was doing some survey for savings and stuff and wanted me to take part. and he wanted my NRIC and stuff. haha! i got tricked! cuz the person was jemtay trying to trick me. and i fell for it!! i feel so dumb -.- haha.

-i realised how short life is today. in KK today, i saw this girl on the emergency wheel stretcher thingy being wheeled into the hospital. she was bleeding (i think) and probably quite injured. and she was crying for someone. its sad these things occur. sigh.

i don't know where my heart is pointing my to now? it's pulling me apart and i don't know where to go from here. i'm looking for something that i don't know if i can find. am i searching in all the wrong places? you might not know it, but i might have fallen. for you. misty ideas running themselves through my mind. it's not the right time to be played with. the silence is killing me. i don't know what you think. if. if not. what. how. why? God help me.

Sunday 16 September 2007

; 22:14

hello! haha didn't really have much time to update for quite a while. but things have been going well (: ahh, EOYs are coming soon. i better start getting into the mugging mode soon. if not nothing will get done. sighh. ritee.

okayy, the past week has been okay. DMP has been slow-paced, allowing me to study in the library during the free time. haha. i love school and bishan library! i've spent like so much time in those two places just trying to study my chem and stuff. gotta fit it all into my brain soon yeah! the acids, bases, reactions, redox, mole concept... ahhhh! me looking forward to the next two weeks of DMP cuz it means irregular classes and nice breaks to relax and mug at weird timings. haha.

anyway, went to CHIJ(TP)'s student leaders' invest on friday night. meant to meet gabriel at the MRT station and in the end he got fetched by his dad and i had to walk myself. and i tell you the instructions he gave me were wayy weird. haha they went like this: " Turn right from mrt, get out of underpass. Follow the hdb building all the way, after underpass go left. End of hdb opp is the sch. it's beside 7-11." yeaaah. haha. good thing i didn't get lost. and i arrived earlier than him ><

haha the invest was super cool! i'm now so motivated to have a great reception and touring/interaction session for our guests for our investiture next year cuz this one was the best i have ever experienced! it was quite interesting experiencing the way the invest was conducted and stuff. and funny watching the "servant leadership" skit. i still can't believe that the council did all the prep in two weeks! haha.

after the main programme there came this flurry of mini-candlelight reception in the open, chit-chat, school tour, ghost stories (BOO!), jokes, school stories, random stories, sparklers, hyper cheers, songs and stuff. haha wayy cool (: thank you jessica and kerlene, you both were great hosts! (: haha.

claire li tried to trick me as i was going home and i almost took the 59 from the wrong side of the road which would have sent me to i don't know where! ahh! good thing i didn't fall for it. haha. and claire, i didn't fall asleep okay! i got off at the right time and i was awake. but i was the only one on the bus in the middle of the night. haah creepy.

i look a little weird in the photo ><

yay. it's the start to a nice new week. bye.

Monday 10 September 2007

; 21:23

heh. i realised i should be more colourful and spunky with my blog. so.

happy birthday jeremy (:

i should look through contact lists more often. didn't even realised jeremy's b'dae was today until yesterday. and jt's was on 7th and jesslyn's tmr. yes i should be more aware. haha ><

first day of DMP was nice enough. slept in till 830 then made it to school for my first module which was medieval literature at 930. then had terrorism taught by mr aguss and then cold war by ms chew. hmm, im thinking i made the right choices in module selection after all! and i have journalism tmr, which im banking on to be the most interesting module. haha, hope it lives up to its expectations (: i have a free period which means mugging time!

backtrack (saturday night): haha ORA dinner was rather nice! spent the first two hours cooking myself in blazer at the busstop. then spent random time doing random things like admin booth, lazing around, cheering madly for marcus lee and paul, etc. haha, we went abit high i guess. but the thing dragged! until 11pm. so went home for a late late dinner...

you know i feel so weird now. so hyper. haha, i know (: shall post quotes from sunday's 'taboo' game at tan tock seng food court! sry, couldn't think of anything better to do. i want to photo blog but my computer always stalls and lags!

benseck: "you get buried IN this" (the answer to the card was tombstone)

cherylchen: "a pair of noodles!"

cherylchen: "popeye's wife, his wife is?" ~ benseck: "spinach!"

benseck: "14th feb, what day is that?" ~ me: "independance day?"

haha i love games cuz they provide so much fun and so many laughs XD

oh well, guess i'll blog more another day then. bye.

"and if i don't say it doesn't mean i don't feel it. i bleed too you know. don't hurt anymore please."

Sunday 9 September 2007

; 22:00

caught up in decisions again. choices
which make or break us sometimes.

it's so true the reality of choices.
now, four 'things' are laid out before my eyes
and there seems to be endless possibilities.
do i think i'm superman?
i wanna have them all; i know i can't.
i wanna give my best; at what cost?
i wanna win 'em all; possible?
moorhouseripborientationsoftball
the reality of them all in a swirl
in this mind of mine.

it's one year till the end.
the end is the end of it all.
of the four years in this environment.
this spirit; this people;
these sentiments. tears?
i know how i prioritise may not really
be like the mainstream group
of people.
but don't blame me for that; it's passion
which provides the driving force; which moves
me to greater things and heights.

i know which are my priorities.
don't wanna let the RIPB or the fieryhouse down.
march on.

we are.
fiery and formidable.

Saturday 8 September 2007

; 11:35

oooh. shanzhi did this and my name was there!! so yeah, while he's in camp *happy laughter*, i'm doing this =D

[didn't feel like doing the birthday wishes thingy cuz of the privacy of the stuff... haha. nah, jus felt random XD]

answer the following questions.

1. the person who tag you is? [Thia Shan Zhi ]
2. your relationship with him is? [ Friend XD, he's going to be the big boss soon o_O ]
3. your 5 impressions of him [ tall!, can't count, no social life * or so he says *, nice and friendly *haha* ]
4. most memorable thing he has done for you? [ his actions comfort me that my maths grades aren't that bad !! ]
5. most memorable words he has said to you? [ hmmm... haha, i dunno. ]
6. if he becomes your lover, you will? [ i'll FREAK OUT! ]
7. if he becomes your lover, things he has to improve on will be? [ skills to calm people down ]
8. if he becomes your enemy, you will? [ get tortured, cuz he's big boss soon after all ]
9. if he becomes your enemy the reason will be? [ i hate man utd ! ]
10. the most desired thing you want to do for him would be? [ for him? the question jus sounds weird... ]
11. overall impression of him? [ tall and stressed. oops. ]

12. how do you think people around you will feel about you? [ i dunno, i let them feel what they wanna feel ]
13. the character you love about yourself is? [ ... not to be told to the whole world through the world wide web ]
14. the character you hate of yourself is? [ hmm, indecisiveness ]
15. person you want to be? [ haha interesting one, i wish i cld be other pple but then well, myself is best. i hope ]
16. for people who care about you, say something! [ i care about you too! ]

* i get this feeling that my answers are too superficial. oh well, how deep can you go on a blog. hmm. *

hehe, i'll do the 10 people part another day!

Thursday 6 September 2007

; 21:37

haha i'm feeling weird and bored now! so i'll just see how much i can post (: hopefully in the end my mental juice doesn't jus fizzle out and then i stop writing. so here goes (:

hols have been quite great so far. (yay) due to the lack of work. the stress of the EOYs haven't really got to me as of yet. haha. but they will soon enough and when that time comes, oh well. let's see.

monday: had ss lesson in the morning. then in class something really weird happened! i was walking out of the project room, which has those doors which close on you XD, and i walked straight into the door. or the door closed straight onto me. haha either one. anyways, it hurt real bad and then the class were trying to suggest all means and ways of getting my leg back to normal. haha. then someone took my phone and well, i tried (to no avail) to chase. haha thankfully my leg's okay now (: after that went to have lunch with the class and then went for meeting. which lasted super long with all the cold libraries and bitter coffee. haha XD walked round j8 for a while contemplating if i should buy a s&k jacket and finally decided against it.

tuesday: wow. interviews day. i was s'posed to help out in the waiting room and things started on a real bad note for me. forgot my handphone when i left the house and then was a lil late. haha, only to realised that law was later than me. then the next 7 hrs were pretty much spent in the seminar room with little entertainment other than talking to the candidates, having a little fun with james, will's mac and the kitkat and chips. haha XD yayness. in the afternoon, went with zongyi to go see this cityharvest guy at rjc and had a chat bout leadership in youth and all. seems like something so related to slc! yay. haha the guy was really nice. i think his name was elisha. rest of the day spent mugging and then home.

wednesday: woohoo! class soccer in the morning at 8am. i was really off form but then it was quite alright. still had loads of fun with all the mistakes and the hidden talents. lol. physics lesson was okay but a lil too drag for me. lunch with the class after the lesson and then we disbanded. some of us tried to smuggle ourselves into the arcade but we got rejected cuz of the sch pe pants and then most of us went to change pants and try again haha. in the end was quite crazy. XD

thursday: yay this is today. had chem lesson in the morning which was okay. our last lesson before we get a new teacher. but fate was super cruel today! sigh. i got 13/12 for the SPA and then was super happy but then soon realised i failed CCT and OBA both by one mark. sigh. good thing my grades won't be too affected. sometime during the lesson was super funny! matthew suddenly came and said he was zibei cuz of his results and stuff. then i commented something about him and being zilian and not zibei. then he went into a crazy frenzy of zilian poses. haha, mooty and zilian jus don't go together! haha sad i didn't get any photos. after that left to meet reuben and co. whom i haven't seen in dunno how long. took 13 with shihang and had a nice talk with him about moor house and what we can acheive next year ! yay for moor house (: haha. met up with some of the old guys like drew, zihan, shaun, etc and had a nice time of soccer. haha all of us have improved (: took 13 again to jemtay's house after to meet some of the ignite guys. haha. was quite fun at his house :p with all the cubes and turtles and stuff !! one hour bus ride home after that from 6 to 7. i fell asleep on the bus. lol.

eek! the hols are just passing super quick. before long there will be no holiday left already. argh. but i'll savour it while it lasts. at least there's the buffer of the DMP period. yay! i need to buy new shoes anyway. i'm convinced my adidas grandprix which has served me for three years is non-wearable anymore. after my entire sock got wet when i wore it and stepped into a puddle. the water purely came in through the sole of the shoe :S lol. so i'll need new shoes already.

and now i shall dedicate a short paragraph to the stuff of moor house! i've been thinking about house stuff today more than ever. i realise that there are just so many possibilities, so much competition and so many ways of bring up a house. i've reflected on my three years in the house as a junior than a leader. all the stuff i've joined aren't for nothing. all the lessons i've learnt aren't to waste. all the times i failed are stepping stones to a greater success. i've got so many plans now which i want to see fulfilled. and they must be. everything for moor culminates in 2008. it's our year. and it's our championship that we can take if we move and breathe as a house. only then can we be champions in our own right. each one of the members must do what it takes to strecth that personal limit and then, we prosper (: and even though my future in moor house is still rather undecided, i have my eyes purely fixed on the position which i want to hold, the place where i feel i can take moor to greater heights from. too be frank, i'll be disappointed if i don't get it. i'll always keep fighting for the house. no matter what it takes. let's go moor!

Monday 3 September 2007

; 23:25

argh. blogger is failing me once again. i edited my template and then the blogger thingy couldn't load. what a letdown. lol.

anyways, it's finally holiday week and you have no idea how happy i am to finally have some time to myself. after 10 weeks of super stressful school with all its work and stuff, it's so nice to stop it for a while. to break out of that cycle of labour and lack of sleep. to be able to relax on the sofa to watch tv for longer than the usual 10 mins per day when work piles up. holidays surely help even though i have to go back to school like almost everyday. but the very fact that the only piece of homework besides mugging is some chinese stuff speaks for itself. i'm gonna make full use of this rest!

well, in the last week so many things have come and gone, people change, faces change and the shadow you once thought existed just faded away. it's true sometimes for life when you just see change in immense proportion in such little time. we don't have much time anyway. people seem to change so fast and i've seen the true side of them. it's not only for the better and thats when i'm left disappointed. it's really crazy, all of it. what life throws at you can be so insane sometimes. sometimes i wonder who i can really trust. trust not as in superficial trust but trust as in real real trust. it's so hard to not feel insecure especially when you see people having two faces sometimes. it isn't real anymore, all of this, sometimes, all the time. i'm holding on the the hope i still have in some people. and the flame is still burning thankfully for me. God help me.

now is also so much of a transition for me. from BREAD to IGNITE and all. well, the change was smooth and i think i'm adapting well (: which is way good. haha ><

oh well, long post which i'll consider continuing another time. for now, ciao.