it's only 6 days to the start, 10 days to the finish.

i'm really just standing in awe of how time flies. it really seems not too long ago that 50 of us SFs were in the RGS CLC receiving out first briefing, instructions and groupings. that was 60 days ago to be exact, 2 months. back then, none of us had a complete picture of what was going on. none of us had much idea of what was expected of us, of what we would need to do and plan and of how this whole journey would turn out. back then, a glance across the table would lead me staring at a face i did not know.

i started out as part of BANZAI, originating from this hand game which i have unfortunately forgotten how to play. i need someone to teach me again. i had never seen half the group before in my life, perhaps the reason behind the awkward silence on the first day. but we slowly warmed up to each other, slowly broke down the boundaries and slowly opened up.

i always have looked forward to everytime there was an apcg meeting, and i still do now. each time we meet up as a group or as a mass of us, i can sense this feeling of joy (pun unintended)! as in, it makes me really happy hanging around you people (: and in addition to that, apcg meets for many many random reasons. trips to botanic gardens, rehearsals, group meetings and dry-runs, briefings and update sessions. even though there is always alot of things to do and take into consideration, i've never looked back since accepting this role as a SF. never looked back.

i guess i'll post more about this after apcg itself! but for now, i'm looking forward to the last prep session on sunday. and then on monday, the main event begins! it's going to be a real crazy week, with many many things to juggle. but i want to be a good facil, a good groupmate and a part of all these (: even though i can see the end in 10 days time, i really don't want it to. i'll really miss all the meetings and all, because i know i'll surely feel empty somehow. but as the time draws closer, we shall see how everything plays out.

banzai! shoujianyenlinzhuoyangwencendariusyenyeekieranjeanhuijocelynjoyelizabeth. we gotta press on until the end. because we done such a good job so far (:

as joou says, there're not going to be any full stops, just many many commas. in this journey.