I wanted this to be a really long post, but I can't really seem to force anything out of my mind right now. It's like I'm having the feeling of some sort of emotional melancholy. Perhaps, it's the fact that APCG is coming and ending so soon. It's leaving me sitting here and staring at this computer screen, counting down the minutes before I need to go to school and meet the APCG people. And then, I hope i'll be happy, again.

I really just feeling like talking to some people now, so much that it'll make me forget everything else on my mind.

tag replies!
[chris] yes i finally replied! and i'm replying again now, before it piles up again xD
[amanda] haha you haven't done it yet!
[elizabeth] heyy haha okays! it was the spur of the moment, really.
[kangjie] oh well, complicated things like these. thanks for tagging anw!
[amanda] i can't wait too (: APCG!
[yenlin] i can't remember all the words! but well, apcg (:
[joy] not intended! haha okay maybe it was xD

and finally, i heard this song yesterday. It's really quite beautiful, but i don't know what i'm supposed to make of the lyrics. That's becasue they're quite, cutting. If you would say that.

Guilty - Blue

I never want to play the games that people play
I never want to hear the things they gotta say
I've found everything I need
I never wanted anymore than I can see
I only want you to believe

If it's wrong to tell the truth
Then what am I supposed to do
When all I want to do is speak my mind
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with all my heart's a crime
Then I'm guilty

I wanna give you all the things you never had
Don't try to tell me how he treats you isn't bad
I need you back in my life
I never wanted just to be the other guy
I never wanted to live a lie

If it's wrong to tell the truth
What am I supposed to do
All I want to do is speak my mind
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with all my heart's a crime
Then I'm guilty

Girl I followed my heart
Followed the truth
Right from the start it led me to you
Please don't leave me this way
I'm guilty now all I have to say

If it's wrong to tell the truth
Then what am I supposed to do
When all I want to do is speak my mind
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with all my hearts a crime
Then I'm guilty

What am I supposed to do
Then I'm guilty
All I wanna do is speak my mind
Gulity
Then I'm guilty
I'm prepared to testify
If it's wrong to do what's right then tell me about this feeling inside
If loving you with all my hearts a crime
I'm Guilty