& i realised that in the midst of my busy schedule, I've not had time to properly sit down and thinking through the issues which have been clouding my mind. Once things slow down a little, I'll need to settle my mind down quickly, make some decisions, let go of thoughts and move on with life. I'll need some time to struggle with myself, and decide on a balance of letting my heart and mind reign. I need to make things right.
because that's that way it is.
