and so concludes the 9th week of term 2. a term which was indeed very tiring.

looking back at the last 9 weeks, i don't really know how i managed to survive everything. it just blows me away to see what i went through this term. and the previous one, not to forget. all that massive amount of work to complete. all those events to take charge of. all those emotions to experience. no words can really effectively sum it up, really.

now, all that's left is to look forward to the last week of term 2. the last week before the holidays which i really need. it's gonna be a time when i can really sit down and look back at all the things i've done for the last half a year, and then count whether it was all worth it. i really need these 4 weeks to take my mind off work, off things of school, off everything. i want to just be able to take in a time of freedom, a time to enjoy with friends and a time of reflection and rest.

i want to go out with people i know well, want to know better or have not seen for a long time.
i want to get a chance to take in my sunrise or sunset.
i want to get a chance to talk freely with people, because holidays are the best time to catch up.
i want to have a chance to build relationships.
i want to do amazings things.
i want to be free. yes, i do.

well, there's one more week of school first.
monday would be spent meeting "banzai" to discuss apcg stuff.
tuesday would be spent with drama feste auditions.
wednesday would bring another meeting at the national musuem.
thursday will be the second last day, when everything has to be resolved.
friday will be the last day. the conclusion. and our match with 4F.

and after that, i don't know what's gonna happen for that one month. i don't know if things will fall into place. but i'm just going to enjoy it. i hope.

it has been a tough term, but i'm going to press on to the end. there's no way i'm giving up on moor house. there's no way i'm giving up in RIPB. there's no way i'm giving up on myself. i'm going to fight until the end, even if it kills me. i know i haven't been doing the best job i can for my house, and i've let them down. but still, i'm not throwing in the towel. i'm going to give it all, for one last push, for moor house.

i'll also like to say a big thank you for everyone who's given me their support through these times (: these small words of encouragement really do mean alot to me, especially when i'm down and nobody realises.

let's press on.