y'know, there's always this point in your life where you find yourself standing at a crossroads or a fork in the road. there are things on your mind unsettled, decisions we have to make in order to move on and things we have to gain and let go off. we fins ourselves detached from all of reality, in a world of our own, just to think it through. it feels so surreal sometimes, we may find it confusing and it surely does hurt.

standing at crossroads is never easy. we have to make a choice of where to go and what direction to proceed on from there onwards. we can't just stay in the middle of the junction, because as all of circumstance change around us, we'll just be left lost in it all. our surroundings change not only to affect us, but each other. and this in turn forces us into more action, to adapt.

"he stood at the junction, right in the middle of the busy crossroads. the street lights hung overhead. the sound and blarring horns of cars screamed by beside him. the lights flashed in this cold night. the man's face could scarcely be seen in the malevolent shadow of the night, which shielding him from the surrounding which whizzed by.

then, he looked up to the heavens, and everything seemed to slow. the colours blurred and mixed to form flashes of lights mixed with the stone cold night. there were no more horns, no more headlamps, no more screeches. there was, silence."

my heart's so shaded with the shadows of my past and future.
my mind's so filled with thoughts and desperations.
there're so many things i don't dare say, now.
there're so many things that i'll rather do.

my heart's hurting with the things i'm not saying.
my heart's hurting with the things i'm not doing.
feelings change as the cycle moves on.
perceptions change as we move on.

but somethings never change.

p.s. is it better to have loved and to have lost, than to not have loved at all?