sorry that i have not been blogging for such a long time.
i've really been busy and there were so many other things to think about.
but i'm finally back now after a long absence.
finally.

i'm not feeling very poetic now.
neither am i feeling very coherent.
but i feel as though i want to sleep.
and i hear many songs playing through my head.

this is kind of emo, in a weird way.
decripting it is kinda hard as well.
and it's rather deep.

Idaho - Nerina Pallot
In the back of a car on a road in the dark,
In the stillicide, silently falling snow,
I have packed everything that I own in a bag,
And I'm driving, I'm driving to Idaho,
A poem for leaving, a reason to go,
So I'm driving,
I'm driving to Idaho.

Cause I can't be anyone but me, anyone but me,
And I can't keep dreaming that I'm free, dreaming that I'm free,
I don't want to fall asleep and watch my life from fifty feet,
My hands are on the wheel so I'm driving to Idaho,
'Cause I hear it's mighty pretty...

oh well, i shall not be emo now.
i shall be sleepily happy xD
i shall attempt to count stars.

APCG training tomorrow (: yay (: