i realise how small little things build up slowly, and then create one big force and action which really blows us away. like the fact that how we live now, who we interact with and how we carry ourselves may all affect ourselves in the future. without even realising it, there is a direct or indirect action and reaction, changing our lives, shaping our future, moulding our path. and it all starts now.

okay, i admit that was rather random although it was what i was kind of thinking about today. it has no relation to the post bytheway! since the title of this post is random, i shall just post bits of information about today. i think that this is one of those days that you unsuspectingly learn alot about human, friends and yourself.

a. in physics lesson. a lesson on static electricity. ms kek is explaining how the paint sprayer works. she begins.

ms kek: when you paint your room, the painting can be very uneven. so man came up with this invention to make you able to have smooth and nicely painted walls. this wonderful invention is ...

jonlian: [cuts in] WALLPAPER! *laughs to himself*

-whole class stares at jonlian-

b. swimming during PE period today left me with one pulled leg muscle, a worse flu (which is better now) and very out of breath. i have no stamina in the water D:

c. it's history period and mr wong isn't in class. my group proceeds to the area behind the life to discuss our history project. suddenly...

burger run with his arms waving all over the place and rushes into the toilet, screaming. we all look at one another, wondering what was wrong with burger. burger comes out of the toilet, breathless. he explains that spencer tried to squash him under the orders of shihang while he was sitting under the table, spying on their group's history project. burger does a comic dramatisation for us. burger leaves. minutes later, spencer appears and tries to attack us. later the whole class goes crazy.

* sorry, if you're not in my class, it's kinda hard to understand this one*

d. lunch and walking around junction 8 today made me think of somethings which i had hardly ever thought about before.

e. i'm really glad i got to go out with shoujian and jarrell to suntec and cityhall today. i guess the talk with them made me understand things much better. although some things said were really out of the blue. but i kinda accomplished what i went there for which was the main purpose anyhow (:

f. none of this is emo bytheway, if you were wondering.

well, work's catching up and the next few days are gonna be really busy for me. i think i more or less will be out the whole of tomorrow, saturday and sunday. which means little time during the weekend to do anything other than what i already planned to do. i'll really need to be focused and on task more of the time and i'm glad i'm not falling that behind.

moor house is a real challenge now. i'm so tired sometimes, but for the good of the house, i'll strive on. it's the promise i made when i took up the captaincy in the first place, so there's no way that i'm going to break it. well, if swim carnival results are anything to judge by, things are looking up for us. and i hope it stays that way. things are confused and all now, but that'll only be more motivation. now i just need more time. oh well, never give up moor house. because we are always fiery and formidable (:

oh, and i've just written a poem titled "flight". i'll try to post it here soon for comments!