it's always difficult when you look through blog entries of the past.

it's almost as if a whole host of emotions would overcome me at the same time. memories of past happiness, sadness, disappointment, triumph, comfort, confusion and everything else relevent.

i really see how complex the human mind can get, how easily the human emotion can be hurt and how different humans might be.

i am brought back to places where i once stood, circumstances which my heart was once placed (and sliced) in and things which i held so dear, which have since faded away with each crimson sunset.

i realise how friendships have crumbled under the pressure, how i have been unfair sometimes and just how much i didn't see enough into people sometimes.

each blog post just evokes a vastly different emotion.
it expedites a different kind of feeling and response.
it makes me think differently, at the ends of the spectrum.

y'know, if i really could turn back time, i won't know where to start. 2007 has been a year of challenge. i've gone through so much this year and i can't say enough. it's been tiring and trying at times, yes. but so many things have gone on. i want to change.

but that's the past isn't it?

i choose to focus on the present now.

to finish this year strongly.
to start 2008 well.
to strengthen bonds between friends.
to treasure the strong bonds i have.
to not see myself crumble again.

thanks everyone for all your support (:
i reallyreally treasure people that matter (:

that's mid-december 2007 for you.

-i'll be posting another post on 2007. & of the forecoming 2008. soon.