haha. this is what i drew on my arm when i was bored during some lesson this week ><

well, another week just passed so quickly. it's a blink of an eye and 5 days go by. i really need to continue mugging for EOYs. i don't wanna die in physics, chem and math. really. you know something, i can't rmb much about my week. most days were spent in school then lunch and mugging at bishan/school library. yeah. been quite distracted though with so many things this week that i didn't really get to study much. oh well. and you know what, the funniest thing happened to zongyi when him, me and shanzhi were in royal sporting house on thursday. he asked if they sold shoelaces in green i think ( he needed to buy them for his sneakers ) and the people at the store gave him ____________________. haha XD it's really really funny but he said i couldn't sat. awww.

anw, today was a nice day. (mostly). could sleep in cuz my first module was only at 930. went through the journalism module and then proceeded to play soccer with my class (: soccer so rocks. but thenthenthen, i got this rather deep wound below my knee as a result of sliding to cover the ball. argh, its painful okay. and it' not funny. sigh, i always end up with thingys like that. still played on in the end for about 1 plus hour. then i had to go home to get ready to go for medical appointment at 350 @ KK. was home at round 5 and then at 6 plus i received this werid phone call. the person said he was doing some survey for savings and stuff and wanted me to take part. and he wanted my NRIC and stuff. haha! i got tricked! cuz the person was jemtay trying to trick me. and i fell for it!! i feel so dumb -.- haha.

-i realised how short life is today. in KK today, i saw this girl on the emergency wheel stretcher thingy being wheeled into the hospital. she was bleeding (i think) and probably quite injured. and she was crying for someone. its sad these things occur. sigh.

i don't know where my heart is pointing my to now? it's pulling me apart and i don't know where to go from here. i'm looking for something that i don't know if i can find. am i searching in all the wrong places? you might not know it, but i might have fallen. for you. misty ideas running themselves through my mind. it's not the right time to be played with. the silence is killing me. i don't know what you think. if. if not. what. how. why? God help me.