♥myriad.

Monday, 3 September 2007

; 23:25

argh. blogger is failing me once again. i edited my template and then the blogger thingy couldn't load. what a letdown. lol.

anyways, it's finally holiday week and you have no idea how happy i am to finally have some time to myself. after 10 weeks of super stressful school with all its work and stuff, it's so nice to stop it for a while. to break out of that cycle of labour and lack of sleep. to be able to relax on the sofa to watch tv for longer than the usual 10 mins per day when work piles up. holidays surely help even though i have to go back to school like almost everyday. but the very fact that the only piece of homework besides mugging is some chinese stuff speaks for itself. i'm gonna make full use of this rest!

well, in the last week so many things have come and gone, people change, faces change and the shadow you once thought existed just faded away. it's true sometimes for life when you just see change in immense proportion in such little time. we don't have much time anyway. people seem to change so fast and i've seen the true side of them. it's not only for the better and thats when i'm left disappointed. it's really crazy, all of it. what life throws at you can be so insane sometimes. sometimes i wonder who i can really trust. trust not as in superficial trust but trust as in real real trust. it's so hard to not feel insecure especially when you see people having two faces sometimes. it isn't real anymore, all of this, sometimes, all the time. i'm holding on the the hope i still have in some people. and the flame is still burning thankfully for me. God help me.

now is also so much of a transition for me. from BREAD to IGNITE and all. well, the change was smooth and i think i'm adapting well (: which is way good. haha ><

oh well, long post which i'll consider continuing another time. for now, ciao.