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Tuesday, 17 July 2007

; 23:39

i feel so lazy today. slept for 3 hours this afternoon and now, i'm lazy to do homework. sighh. think i shall go sleep soon.

had a pretty strange day in school today. don't know really what came over me. during maths lesson, i kept telling daniel that i felt depressed. maybe what jonny said was true, that the CLE lesson on depression yesterday did more harm than help. maybe it brings about internal revelation of the heart's condition? well, i don't know. as i looked out the long glass windows of the classroom this morning, and commented about the dense clouds and the way they were blowing, there was a sense of melancholy. i know, and don't know what's causing it. events of the past stuck in my head? but to totally grasp hold of all my feelings just eludes me. sometimes, i think i don't understand myself enough. really. this morning was such a time. thankfully, it lasted only a short while before i was back to my normal self.

how did it really turn out then? i'm back to that place thinking again. one footprint is enough to jog my memory.

anw, tomorrow's the first of three consecutive days i'll be at the national museum. wednesday and thursday are full dress rehearsals. friday is the real thing. it's scary. we're up against Woodlands Ring Sec, Hougang Sec, TKGS and Assumption English School. come on guys, let's pull through. i've got desire to win and clich the top prize. do you? let's make it happen. it's just two more days of effort before the big day. everything is almost settled. we are ready.

we can, we will. it all comes down to this.

and. i'm gonna watch King Lear on friday night (: i hope it's gonna be nice. recently, i've become more selective over shakespeare. guess ms.chew's lesson helped alot. long day on friday but it'll be fun!

it rained over at my place just now. melancholy once again?

oh wells. bye.